OMG!!!! I'm SOOOO happy!!!!~

I have FINALLY reformatted my computer and it runs SOOOO smooth! XD KYAH so happy. hehe

and its running on Windows 7 which has a really cool layout and everything!!! hehe. so happy

I've really had a bad few days. At first I was shocked at how much the netizens were blowing JaeBeom's words completely out of proportion and then... when I had the crappiest day at uni on Tuesday, I find out that JaeBeom has left 2PM!!!

WTF!!! Sigh... I've been crying the past few days because of reading angsty 2PM fics on livejournal and all the bad news that I've been reading and how people is reacting.

This is really bad... I have an assignment and a test on Monday and this week was supposed to be my week to do/study them but... I have not been in the mood at all to do these and I'm definitely going to be screwed for them. SHIT MOTHERF**KER!!!

Today... I came home exhausted, and then some stuff happened and I became really upset... so I did what I always did, listen to music on my laptop... except I forgot I can't use audio during safe mode so I had to go and get out my cd player and decide what cd to play.

I was in such a bad mood that I decided to play DBSK! And like always, listening to them just put me in a good mood. Especially whenever I hear JunSu singing. Gosh!!! I just love his singing.

My laptop stuffs up so badly right now!!! GRRR!!! The piece of S***!!! I seriously need to reboot my laptop and that means that I have to find space to back everything up from my laptop which is really really really... annoying. I don't have that much space left in my external hard drive... which means I need to buy another one soon... sigh... but oh wells. I want to get a new one. I can't believe that letting my friend use my laptop for a few minutes meant that I would receive heaps of viruses/malware and now I can't update my virus scanner... and my laptop keeps dying on me which means that I HAVE to use safe mode on my laptop... which means that I can't listen to music or play games on my computer for some reason... ARGH!!! PISS ME OFF!!!

Seriously, I can't wait to go back to Singapore at the end of year. I'm not bringing my laptop with me this time... instead... I'm going to buy one in either Singapore or Malaysia. Since it's so much cheaper in Singapore then here. And they have so much more models. CAN'T WAIT!!!

Life... sigh... I wish I was young again... and had no worries. If I felt upset, after a while, I would forget it... or I could just imagine something else... Now though... now its just so different. My mind tells me things like how I don't belong and I never will... because of my inability to sometimes bond and be close to people due to different upbringings and just... fear of rejection I guess...

Biology for me... has been such a kick in the butt for me. I swear. I'm doing so horribly at it. Makes me wonder why I'm even doing it this semester... since I've already decided that I'm just going with straight Arts. Yeah, I'm not changing to Arts/Science. It's just that... I have no interest in any other fields of science and none of the other units interest me as well in Science... so I'm probably better off with Arts. And it will give me more time to study Arts. And... yes I'm going to study. My brother even gave me this board where you can write stuff on it that you need to do and stuff. It's actually pretty cool the board. It's glass and its nonstainable. HEHE!!! And the markers that came with it... I LOVE them. They are just soooo cute. And!!! and when you wipe the marker off, it doesn't leave a mark/stain on your fingers or tissues. It's really cool. And environmentally friendly as well. Which I suppose is why my brother bought it for me. LOL

Music update: I recently just downloaded G-Dragon's recent music album... and I have to say that I absolutely love the song Heartbreaker. heheh. Its is just so catchy. I quite like the song Breathe as well. =]

But... I have to say that... I just don't like his song "The Leaders". I just don't like it. I think the major turn off for me was the chorus where they repeatedly sing Wassup... and I'm just like... moving on please. hahaz. Haven't really heard his other songs yet!!! Been listening to Heartbreaker way too much. heheh